The endless depth of the waking sky flattens when branches traverse it in black. You can switch from the boundless depth to delineated elegance and back. From beauty to beauty. The morning world is open and you can enter it. And you can go out and give presents to others and receive gifts and be happy.
Calligraphy of naked branches against the urban avalanches is crisp and clear, like the voices of morning birds. There are no choices. Breathe in the cold that stops your breath, that fills your lungs – your shibboleth and drown, happy, in the verse of crystal clear universe.
Emotions fade, becoming less compelling, the letters fade upon a dusty shelf and, taking out cards for fortune-telling, you play a game of hope with yourself.
It is not in lost and found. Maybe on the underground I forgot it on the train? Maybe cold autumnal rain washed it off – down the drain? Maybe, in the daily grind, it slipped out of my mind and, with finished magazine, I just dropped it in the bin? Or, in fact, it wasn’t binned – maybe restless urban wind blew it off with fallen leaves to be caught among the eaves in the gutters up above? Where is my epic love?
You imbibe of your desperate loves to get over the voids, forming rickety bridges and narrow paths in the clover. He is happy and chirpy, who covers, sidesteps and avoids, but the longer you do it the heavier is the hangover.
Some winter nights are like a fairy tale: warm amber lights create a shiny veil of snowflakes and puddle, forming lakes of glitter underneath.
Imagine this: the cresent of the moon is not too far, it’s gingerbread that hangs off shiny star. Please take a bite – it tastes of sweet and spice.
The magic night – it happens once or twice in life or in your head – who cares which? Get out of your bed – it’s time to reach for warmest coat. Go and invent your own tale, the one that wasn’t meant to be or last, that’s written on the sand. It’s temporary, fleeting. Feel content.
Accept impermanence, enjoy the ride, inhale the warmth and go back inside.