Tag: metaphorisms

  • The Art of Walking on the Beach

    The beach is a special place, a narrow path
    between heights and depths, created by water.

    Precipitous cliffs on the right – concrete, huge, looming
    their weight makes them feel acute and real, like pain.
    It’s often said that life is pain – it is,
    but lasting pain is only an illusion
    created by the myth of lasting self.
    But so too is happiness – same logic
    applies.
    Avoiding one and chasing after other –
    a looser’s game.
    You stop the chase and acquiesce to pain.
    It lays quiescent
    and underpins your joy.

    Enormous sea on the left – deep, silent, inchoate,
    seamlessly transforming into sky.
    Three container ships in undifferentiated sea-sky,
    like ducks over the fireplace.
    Familiar, ridiculous and safe,
    creating anchor point
    for frightened gaze
    that’s lost in space and finding you in time –
    the time of progress.

    So you progress –
    you walk along the beach,
    twixt depths and heights,
    abandon and despair,
    between deficiency and excess,
    the middle way, the golden mean of Greeks.
    Temerity-timidity
    not much
    to choose between –
    one consonant, two vowels.
    The trick is not to chose or compromise
    but merely to tread between the two,
    not enter the extremes,
    keep in the middle,
    create the path anew with every move.

    What you really need is a thin line of firm sand,
    between loose dry and slippery wet,
    easier to walk on.
    Someone to hold by the hand,
    to not have to look down for solid footing,
    to see all that beauty.

    Extremes are always ugly,
    beauty is
    in golden mean,
    in-sink
    and in-between,
    a pattern in complexity, a path
    that unifies variety and us.

  • Canterbury tales

    When age is but a litany of loss,
    your life reduced to sorting through the dross
    of past achievements,
    when the age is grim,
    the time is to become a piligrim.

    Pligrim-age, a chance to re-assess
    priorities, to re-address the mess
    of habits and regrets and to redress
    the wounds inflicted on yourself and others
    by you and mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers –
    the loved and hated ones,
    the ones who form you
    and whom you shape.
    The people who will mourn you
    day in and out,
    as you live and breathe
    they mourn who you were and what is.
    What might have been…
    one can but disappoint
    while one is living.
    Death creates a point
    of no return,
    no future and no past.
    No possibility of loss at last.
    Woebegon – for woe to be gone
    we stop the clock at death and then move on.

    Obituaries are but tales that bend
    realities into the shape of stories
    including start, the middle and the end
    that banishes not sadness, but the worries
    and when the last uncertainty is gone
    piligrimage is finished.
    Life is done.

  • Choices

    Choices are difficult.
    You choose life and passion –
    of course you do!
    But there,
    in the centre,
    in the shadows and folds,
    death lurks.
    Decay of complacency,
    lack of emotional investment today
    breeds the boredom of tomorrow,
    black mold overgrowing your passion,
    smothering it in a soft, furry blanket,
    killing it through comfort,
    illusion of safety,
    abdication of control…
    To keep life
    you have to keep choosing it
    every day,
    every hour,
    every minute.
    And you do –
    of course you do –
    until you tire
    and let the mold take over.

  • Wound

    The open wound is laughing at me.
    Scarlet lips, glittering teeth of bone deep inside,
    streaks of blood dulling as they congeal…
    I laugh back at it, mouth open wide –
    loudly, victoriously, triumphantly.
    It is only a flesh wound –
    I can master it,
    I can manage it,
    I can thrive in spite
    and feel stronger for it.
    Not like the other ones –
    dull and habitual aching I feel –
    the wounds I can’t reach,
    the wounds I can’t heal,
    they have nothing they teach –
    deep under the skin,
    the wounds closed over.

  • Who are you?

    First you figure out who you are not;
    then you figure out who you are;
    finally, you figure out you are not who.

  • My Love

    “Oh my Luve is like a red, red rose” – Robert Burns

    My love is like a red, red rose
    the flowers and thorns combined.
    The vivid beauty intertwined
    with sharpness. There is no repose.
    The colour of the velvet petals
    Evokes blood, subsists in blood.
    Ambivalence that never settles
    existed there from the bud.
    My love is like a red, red rose
    it’s in my blood least petals dry.
    In me, with me, as me it grows
    and if it dies the I shall die.

  • London

    The difference between art and ornamentation is provocation. If it provokes thoughts, feelings, actions, opposition – anything but indifference – it is art. (Me, personal communication)

    London is art.

    I wander around the city,
    from pillar to post,
    from juxtaposition to juxtaposition.

    It has a lot of pillars and posts –
    old and contemporary,
    pretentions and utilitarian,
    faux Greek and real concrete.

    I peel it layer by layer:
    Shiny facades concealing ruins,
    ruins prepared to be reorganised,
    rebuilt, repurposed,
    reabsorbed into nostalgia for the past
    or hope for the future.

    Only dead cities are immutable –
    monuments to past hopes of individual success
    and current delusions of national grandeur.
    Gravestones.

    Living cities have to consist of ruins,
    it is a process of recreation,
    flux and flow of people and things,
    moving between loss and hope,
    provoking innovation and outrage.

    London is art.

  • Of Rainbows and Fairness

    We long for answers. For a way to clear
    the shadows of doubt from the mind.
    We want uncertainty to disappear,
    confusion and complexity – unwind

    onto the straight and narrow – a pier
    above the murky waters of the mind.
    The only way to go. Nothing queer.
    No thread of Ariadne to unwind.

    We wish for clear weather, warm and dry,
    but clear thinking quickly makes it clear
    as wind sweeps all the clouds from the sky
    the rainbows will also disappear.

  • The waters of eternal youth

    My well is deep and almost full of sadness,
    its waters dark, its syrupy contents
    attracting ants and flies and other creatures:
    some birds and mice that sunk under the surface,
    preserved in sugar – feathers, fur and bones,
    like little gods, demanding adoration.
    The lure so sweet: abandon hope,
    abandon disappointment, strife and effort,
    become an angel, paragon of virtue,
    of feathers so smooth, and white, and silky,
    forever undisturbed, forever perfect,
    forever still.
    Intoxicating poison
    of sugar, death and mystery fermented –
    the nectar of the gods,
    the well of legend
    containing waters of eternal youth.

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